March 27, 2024 - I have been reprogramming my mind and reconditioning it to how it once functioned prior to doing all of this deep research, intuiting, and writing over the past eight years. It’s actually more of a “rewiring” to sever and rebuild neural pathways I built along the way so that I can get back to a state of being in the moment, creating, and manifesting in a powerful and positive manner. It is a state in which I always existed, so this is a first for me to have to rewire these pathways.
I’m moving much quicker than I anticipated, as I’m already back to my state of observation with a sense of detachment and no emotional reaction aside from remaining in a state of peace, calm, and sometimes joy. I’m still working on the joy part, as it’s been a bit of a rough year for me personally.
I don’t know if people realize the internal programming happening within their brains that they themselves are allowing and in fact creating. The learning is important for awareness, but the repetitive thoughts and words are building one heck of a circuitry in your mind, and the control seekers are fully aware of that fact. I knew that when I took on this work I would be soaking in a dark mud pit out of which it may become tricky to crawl away from, but I felt obligated to do so and so I did. Though it’s taking me some time to rewire my brain, I’m enjoying the ride because it’s bringing me back to my old stomping grounds - a higher consciousness where the world is my playground, not a prison cell. Of course, it’s a trade-off because I have had to step back from work to recalibrate and begin shifting into what I had always intended to get to… writing about the true power within us all.
I’ve already begun writing down many thoughts and began an article, but I had to pause because I’m just not quite recalibrated yet and I need it to flow as it once did. It’s going to be fantastic, and I cannot wait to share, I just need you to bear with me a bit longer.
In the meantime, I hope that others are taking time for themselves and beginning their own rewiring. We cannot change the world until we first change ourselves, and it is so important to go within and do the necessary work so that one can get to a state of feeling whole, basking in joy, and being fearless and detached from any outcome. I reached the point of being fearless nearly a year ago. I guess there is something to be said for desensitizing oneself after doing all of this work.
I hope people are beginning to realize - if it’s out of your control then it is a distraction and sucks away your time and energy. If it’s within your control then how can you exert your time and energy unless you yourself are in a balanced state without reacting emotionally? That is the state where creation takes hold, and it projects a powerful force that inspires and motivates you.
Let the rewiring begin.
